Sometimes I find it difficult to wake up alone
And see that there is no one out there for me
As time passes by it tends to go more slowly
Daily being reminded that when I go home
Again I must spend my nights all alone
I no longer can find the energy to wake up
And I can no longer find the strength to sleep
I’m watching the world around me go crashing down
All because I cannot seem to function without being needed
Or maybe because I need someone to function
Yet I care not to go through all the bull shit
This world seems to offer nothing but pain
And ridiculous games that I care not to play
Day in and day out I keep wonder what is the point
And how long can I go without playing
It’s a stupid game that I don’t even want to play
But it seems that I cannot be happy unless I do.