I feel like such a pathetic fool
Always holding so tightly to a sad dream
I cannot seem to ever let go of this hope
For so long will I imagine…
That someday you’ll want me back
I feel like such a pathetic fool
Expecting you will someday want to hold me
At one point you filled with joy at a thought
One of being my wife
Now I find myself worthless
All I can seem to want…
Is for you to want me once again
All that fills my mind is these foolish dreams
All that encompasses my dreams is holding you
I fear I will never move on
I fear I will forever be lost loving you
I fear I will end my life alone
I fear I will never desire anything but you
I feel like such a pathetic fool
Even as you reject me
I find myself trying to please you
No matter how many times I am told
I cannot accept that we are through
I feel like such a pathetic fool
Why do I beg for you to return?
I feel like such a pathetic fool
I AM A PATHETIC FOOL.